Living When I Want To Be Dying...Alive When I Want To Be Dead. Poem by Kasi Navadomskis

Here i am still in this world of hell.
Living through the pain and agony
When really all i want is to be lying on the ground dying.
I dont want to be here...you dont really understand...
The life i am living...is the life no one planned...
No one really thought they would ever have to live through the hell i am in...
No one thought they would ever live to see this happen...
No one thought one childs parents could do such horrible things to one of their own...
No one thought...no one did anything to even stop it when they found out.
Is it just that its your parents and you cant do anything about it?
Is it cuz i am their daughter and they feel that becuz of that reason they can do what they want to me and say what they want to me? ? ?
I didnt think parents were allowed to do that kind of stuff that mine do to me...
I thought it was wrong...it hurts...in all ways...
That is why i am saying this...
I feel dead inside....and on the outside no one can really tell what i have been through unless you have seen my marks....
Living in this life is just living in hell
That’s all it is
Abuse is not fun
Love hurts…
Hearts get broken
Tears are cried.
What is the point in living this life of mine?