Losing A Friend Poem by Mahlubandile Phillips

I see you in the distance your smile melts this lonely heart of turning to stone. I wonder if you cared nor shared these desires that pulled me away from you.I sit wondering who's laughing with you and warms those cold hands of yours. What happened to those days we touched spoke and brought the worst behavior in each other. The was a time a was spun around your beauty and the rythym bringing us closer than blood. Now it's fading painfully with every beat. It's i who's responsible i wanted more cause I love you more than a relative.The dreams, hallucinations now I love from afar I can't take it I need your shine and cunning. Angel's departed humming the blues. I hope you knew hope you dreamed too and loved I feel alone but you seem fine.Forgive my me for my escape it's heavy to love a friend.Hope to listen to your stories one last time my best friend.