Mahlubandile Phillips

I see you in the distance your smile melts this lonely heart of turning to stone. I wonder if you cared nor shared these desires that pulled me away from you.I sit wondering who's laughing with you and warms those cold hands of yours. What happened to those days we touched spoke and brought the worst behavior in each other. The was a time a was spun around your beauty and the rythym bringing us closer than blood. Now it's fading painfully with every beat. It's i who's responsible i wanted more cause I love you more than a relative.The dreams, hallucinations now I love from afar I can't take it I need your shine and cunning. Angel's departed humming the blues. I hope you knew hope you dreamed too and loved I feel alone but you seem fine.Forgive my me for my escape it's heavy to love a friend.Hope to listen to your stories one last time my best friend.
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I should've known our heats beat as one it's so divine the love we carry. Cherish the memories that whisper the melodies to our future. It's true that know one can feel what the other feels. But our hearts beat as one the closer we're together heat's clash with such power none can control let's console our love is straight from above
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I gave you the heaven's you gave me a heartache. So mad at life turned you blind to love infront of your eyes let me mend your heart you desires will come to life. I have one demand open up will fly your scars shall be mine and mine yours. Let's turn to the light this time this fight will be over before it's begun ohh my love smile for me this once
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You came and crushed the
Wall of loneliness, despair and
solitude
What you found beyond them
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I ran so fast
I breezed through the night
in pain no matter how much
I ran the memories of the fight
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A smile worth missing
listening to it's echo
blowing winds and
trees
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True friends the changing seasons
earned my trust
Never have they left me, healing I'm
still breathing
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How we met
I remember your interests
an endless quest
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We used to laugh at each other's jokes
came to you when I needed help
motivation me
we grew in too deep
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Well is it
Tell me was I fooled
The one you love isn't me
Let me see those eyes
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I wanted you by my side
all the time
This and that you gave
with love
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I walk cruising streets in search of you
The same faces everyday but not you
You say I'm bored no I'm hoping to see
you
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Damn she loves them so much
One bag and she's out of touch
She dances show's her worst behavior
Those I bring her everyday
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I cry at night
Under the stars
Nowhere to be found
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My heart starts bleeding
Is this what we created
a cycle of pain
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They sit laying beside her bed
waiting in the draws of chest
patiently for her neck
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A race to whom would
first
A toast to July we fell
in love
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A ghost wonders the
room, a smile a woman
he once knew
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Everyday every night
I go through this self torture
this agony this demise
wondering when
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Walking amongst the crowd
he bows his head
covering his face
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