Lost Poem by Em oxox

I've always known what I wanted to do with my life
I've always been so sure
I'm not one for second guessing myself
I'm not that insicure
I never thought my plan could be wrong
I never made a plan B
I can't beleave I've changed so much
I can't beleave this is me
I didn't consider anything else
I didn't count on me aging
Its all falling apart I can't hold on
Its all changing
How could i not know who i am
How could i be so wrong
I was so sue about life
I was so strong
now I'm losing what I spent my whole life creating
Now I'm letting go
Never did I think it would turn out this way
never did I really know