Lost Poem by Vonny Ardhi

Don’t know what to think
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know how to act
Don’t know how to react

Forget how to smile
Forget how to laugh
Forget how to chat
Forget how to behave

Only can blame on others
Only can spread hurtful words
Only can hurt others
Only can run away

Who am I now?
Where is the girl I used to be?
Where is that strength go?
Where is the determination I have before?

I’ve transformed to a zombie
A person with an empty look
A person without clear thought
A person who only follow the smell of blood

Only left a little piece of heart
Which already broken and not yet mended
Which already frozen for decade
Don’t know it still can be called as a heart