Lost Love Poem by Jessica Shehan

I thought you never loved me
i never figured you felt very deeply of me
i waited forever to tell you
i never could tell you, i was scared of what we would become of us
you and i just all the memories we shared would been lost
when we laughed would change ounce you knew how i felt
i couldnt face the fact maybe that we could be more then friends
when you looked in my eyes i never could say how much i wanted to kiss you
i never would say everytime you hugged me i wanted to die in that moment
i wanted to die in your arms
when ever you made me smile or laugh i couldnt say that you make me
more happy then i ever been
but when i finally got the chance and courage to say all of it
you were gone
they are reading your journal and you said you loved me but you couldnt scar our friendship
now im looking over your grave wondering what we could of been
knowing i wont ever find our lost love
for my friend...i love him....