Love Poem by BRANDII ELBERT

thoughts of you and feelings i shud despise
cusz u have me feeling like i shud say thanks for the lies
and maybe even say thanks for the time
like if i did then it would all be fine
but all that comes out is a muffled azz hi
As i try to disguise the fact that i wanna cry
But maybe one day i can tell you how i feel
although until then i guess i'ma just have to deal
so here i go once again
closing my eyes and playing pretend
that being your friend is going to be fun
when really i can't change that your still my number one