Love Hurts Poem by Gudrun Adele Duvel

I don't know what you want me to believe
At first i thought of it as a relief
But now it is really getting to me
I need to find a way to be set free
I try to keep myself together
It must have been me and you for ever
although it did not turn out that way
-this words I am really struggling to say.

I think of you day and night
If only things turned out right
Now I am in this big mess
Why did I say yes?
I was thinking with my heart and not my brain
So you are not the only one to blame.

If I said no in the first place
You would've left my heart without a trace
Now there is nothing I want more
Than to get rid of this heart sore.