Love Is Lost Poem by Cmack Estevez

Love is lost.
Why she left ?
Why she loved him more ?
What's wrong with me ?
Joleen what's wrong with me why you don't love me ?
I know I'm wack.
I know I can't be your mack.
I'm real.
You fake.
You a trick.
I'm not afraid of your heartbreaking.
I'm not afraid of your tricking.
My heart aches when I'm with you.
It's hard to reject you.
I keep coming and crawling back to you.
I'm so confused.
I'm suffocating.
Leave me alone Joleen.
Go to some other guys.
I loved you.
You cheated on me.
I didn't.
I was honest.
I was your rock.
Your guy.
Your boo
Your little papi.
But I can't because there's no trust in this scandalous relationship.
I feel dirty.
I feel being played.
I feel deceiving.
I feel my love is lost.
I don't care.
Everybody hates me.
I will never search for another love.
Love is hard.
Love is dangerous.
Love is pain.
It breaks my bloody veins.
It's a poison like my frozen heart.
It's so stressing like my depressing suicidal thoughts.
It's an addiction that is so high turn into a lost cause in the end.
No more pain love.
No more doves crying.
I want peace and happiness.
But my ? is will my love be lost forever?