Love Lost Poem by Kristina wray

Recently i had a seperation
this is causeing the up most devastation.
A father whon is devoted
But myself, as his lover was being demoted.

I need to get threw this pain
Heart ache is all i have gained.
His love for me is to strong
What have i done to him? was i so wrong.

A good life is all i wanted
A relationship of convience is what i achieved.
A selfish convience from both sides
Now i have left him i just want to hide.

where has my life gone.
where is my pride
i think now is the time to hide.

Life seems pointless when times are so bad
Information sent from him makes me so sad.
Lifes are threatened from day to day
will it come true, just can not say.

I find it hard to breath
As big breakdown in comunication is all i have achieved.
Threats are sent to me day and night
Now i live in fear that one day he just might.