Love? Or Not Poem by Nolan Holland

Here I sit
Alone and lonely
Thinking of
My one and only
Everyday
I see your shoes
Trying not
To look at you
I can't have you
We're in different crowds
I want to confess my love
But not out loud
Then that day
You said hi
It was on my mind
Weeks gone by
I waited a week or two
Worst weeks of my life
But it was worth it
Because someday you'll be my wife
I heard a rumor
And thought it was my sign
I was going to ask you out
So that we could dine
But then you told me
That was all i lie
So i slit my wrist
Of hopes to die