Maybe I Can't Share Poem by lavia belle mafukaduvha

I always get into relationships that don't fond me
The one that hate me
why do i always wear a wet jacket on winter
is this how death feels like?
because i heard the world is about to end
when wrong things occurs

first it was a married man
now a guy who's into a stable relationship
do i even know what polygamy is?
i don't even know what i'm putting myself into.

I am liked by many but loved by none
therefore i see love in used goods.
do they even love me?
what happens when they see terms in their relationship
where does that put me?
under their surface.
everything i do is another mistake to them.

no babe don't call me at night my wife will get you!
no baby don't come my family knows her and not you!
no baby i will hold your bag after that bridge because my girlfriend will...YOU!
call them when time suits them.
know that i must be aware of the consequences.
be their rebound when the wife says NO!

Sneak into hotels talking about a relationship
what is a relationship?
does one lack rights.
or maybe i can't practice them.
Magic please i need a rehearsal.