Maybe Its My Time To Go Poem by Yvette Flores

I have plenty of scars on my arms because i knew how deep i was going to go
I knew i wasn't gunna end my life right then and there
There were times that i actually went deep and cut a vein, but i told no one about it
I just let the blood fall onto the floor, and cleaned it up after wards
Im kinda shocked that i was able to hide it until it healed
Now im getting back to the stage where i wanna cut over and over again...
Sometimes my life feels like its just chapters and its all written out
I dont like that feeling
I wanna write my own life story
I dont wanna feel like its already written out for me
Maybe its my time to go...
Maybe thats the only way that i'll feel like i wrote my own life story...
Maybe i should just cut really deep one day and just bleed.....
Im not sure what i'll decide to do yet...
Maybe it is my time to go though......