Mental Wars Poem by Jaycee Wilkerson

I stress at night
So I light what fires my eyes
I ingest what helps me see past the lies
A comness comes over me
I sense a feeling of inter loyallty
Im self relfecting and meditating
While every body is ignoring me
Thinking about my lack of succees
Destroys me because my current situation bores me
Im in a living mazes chasing my creativity
But its hard to navigate because
My walls are covered with negitivity
Im ready to cry but I would rather die
Before my peers see me lose my dignity
See my body's my temple and my temple's at war
Self reflections throws the first punch
Then my harsh reality drops the bomb
I said it before Im at war with myself
But im searching myself to find peace
With both sides looking twin equals
I realize to myself my temple has been breached