Message To God Poem by Antonio Bridges

I Come to speak to you today because there a lot of things I've perceive you left unexplained.
How Come most human beings only want personal gain.
I never felt love, always lonely and constantly receive pain.
Will Life ever get better and change or will this all remain the same.

Hard to stay sane dealing with the evil in this world being humane and kind.
Please show me the righteous path I'm afraid if i follow 'the light' it might be the light bearer Lucifer leading the blind.
Don't belong in this world because if this was 'Home' i wouldn't feel neglected.
Then again even on the loneliest and darkest of days your the reason why I'm protected.

Now when i look at reality just one of the reasons why i have anxiety.
Don't condone or promote this but is suicide the only escape.
Can no longer stand to see the downfall of society, just do me a favor and exile me.
Am I in or going to HELL because i can tell most likely i probably already determine my fate.

As sad it may seem for now i like to close my eyes and just nod.
Lone for Peace/Piece like the last slice of the pie.
Last question remains what really happens after you die.
Please show me what is right really fact and right, god please be my guide through the day and night hoping you read my MESSAGE TO GOD.