Misused Gestures Of Love Poem by Bradley Lester

Am I to play a double role? or are you being true
Do you really need the things, I sometimes do for you?
Do they make you warm inside? or is this just a game
A game I am about to lose, am I the one to blame

I know u need these gifts of love, I often give to you
You cant deny they warmed your heart, you felt like someone new
Must I continue doing this? despite the non return
Of gifts of love I also need, the gifts I also yearn

You seem to want to get your way, with things you want to hear
I guess we all need something nice, to take away the fear
The fear of being lonely, the fear of lack of love
Perhaps I should withdraw these things, I got from way above

I fear if I withdraw, you'll see me as being cold
You'll think bad thoughts about me, and lose the grip you hold
You'll think that I dont care no more, and think I'm really bad
And if this is the way it is, my heart will feel so sad.