Msg Poem by heavens Angel

i sent you a message the other day
was hoping and praying after
that you wouldn't respond
for when you did my heart lite up
for when you asked me why i had

i didn't honnestly know why
i told you i did because at the
most i wanted to be your friend
nothing more or nothing less
but in the end i realized that
maybe it was a mistake
i shouldn't have wrote you

but i need to let you know
i am leaving this year
you had a huge influnce in that
i needed to talk to you before I leave
i would rather be friends then nothing at all

sometimes we do things
for the reasons we do not know
maybe i did it because you got what you deserved
but the more i thought about it
i knew you would be hurting
the way you hurt me
now you know how it feels

it sometimes easier to talk to someone
who has been there
but at the same time it difficult if they
are the reason you were there

the could have, should have or would have
factor comes back
i guess i just want to be told
you made a mistake
but it already too late
we can't change what has been done
i can't forget what has been said
i just want you to know
that no matter what
i would never want you to feel
the pain you inflected on me
but i gave you the ultimatium today
it lies within your hands

i can't take you back no matter what
i can't except what you did
i understand why you did what you did
i wish this msg would be deleted forever