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Seventh
Beethoven's Seventh and Moonlight Just listened to Beethoven’s Seventh - how did they know to assign it as study material when I was doing matric? How did they decide on that piece of music that ripped my heart strings to pieces? I cried on hearing those repetitions - insistent - of sad-sounding notes and nostalgic chords; I never managed to follow the score when it was played in class; keeping track of even notes and regular rhythms while my heart was burning inside; I did not believe in true happiness - people felt numb or sad; that was my theory – true joy never was – when I listen to Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata; I see a person distraught, crying until a crisis of feeling is reached in an ascending flow of minor notes; then the emotion ebbs; the person crying is calmed in his sadness…
Wrong Changed By Song
Started this day all wrong caught in a morning long day-dream – lay in the sun to absorb life-giving rays, that always calms the Nile-Crocodile;
looked through magazines for strangers' faces to use in my collage, unexpectedly another personality took over my mind, happily singing a song –
for the two weeks past there had been no song in my voice, I could only focus on books, if I tried to sing my voice seemed wrong, the sound did not
stay in my ears – today my mind changed gear allowing a different, musical me vocal chords; it is a joy to Elizabeth Serenade and Phantom, every note
rings out sweet and clear; I enjoy cleaning the kitchen to the tune on my lips, I hope this phase will endure; it is great to feel like a songbird again!
Is it because I found meaning in words that threatened? The miracle is all I know; I sing while ostensibly cleaning, mimicking work, an excuse to sing along!
Margaret Alice
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