My Baby Poem by louise culleton

i couldn't hold you in my arms
my little baby boy
never saw ur tiny face the smile to bring me joy.

My only picture of you is in black and white
the only time i felt you waswhen you kicked me 4m inside.
should of went with my gut feeling that u were not alright
maybe then i could of promised u the world
and not bring flowers to ur grave.

had ur room all painted in blue woundered if u'd join the blues.
had so many dreams 4 u now i only have nightmares.
sorry i dd't get checked out and saved u from ur death
maybe ur better off cos the world aint so great.

u could of been my baby i could of been ur mama
but i let u go now i cry myself to sleep.