My Beautiful Baby Brother! Poem by Chantelle Hession

He was my best friend and my brother
I loved him like i could love no other
On one cold a grey december morning
His life was taken from us the tears start falling
I miss him deeply from depths within
I look at snap shots and remember the touch of his skin
I hear his laughter and feel his pain
I fear my memories will never be the same again!
If the great allmighty has a plan for us all
What is the ansower?
Do we stand or do we fall
These questions and words run through my mind
I feel the coldness or a shadow left behind
Memories and stories that collect the dust
The tears that fall will only turn to rust
The harrowing story of one little boys life
Promises that have been made
And hearts that have been broken
The images and thoughts of words never to be spoken!
If you could change today and predict tomorrow
Would you bring back yesterday and forget the sorrow?
It's been 15 years since my brother was taken
I find it tough and a struggle to bare
I remember his face and the softness of his hair
The noises he made the smiles appear across his face
His heroic battle when he fought for his life
To think of his pain it cuts so deep just like a knife
I will never forget my beautiful baby brother
I try to stay brave and hold back the tears
Bottle my feelings like i have done for years
I know that one day me and my brother will reunite
But untill that day comes i know he will smile and bring the light
I know he is my Angle keeping me from harm
Whenever i think of him i feel all..... calm