My Colliding World Poem by Makina Nakamura

Oh my soul is grieving
Where had you gone?
it ain't grieving for no reason
My world is going to collide
there is no you

Back at the moment
when we were together
the time felt timeless
But I was stupid
for being not able to grasp the moment tightly

My world is going to collide
You ain't there to glue it together
What I needed to show you
is how much I've loved you
But i've failed

The hope is nowhere
The time felt timeless
Oh my soul is grieving
Where had you gone?
I cannot stand it when I'm walking down this path without you

When I listened to your words
good or bad
I smiled for only one reason
Because you was there with me
I was stupid for not able to grasp
the every chance i has with you
I sat there unspoken

What I needed to show you
is how much I've loved you
I know it ain't going to get you back
The reality is a reality
if I had met you in a different reality
we would be together now
but it is too late

We met at the wrong time
There is no way making it right
I know that our timing was wrong
but our love wasn't wrong
we met for a reason

First words from you
had never escaped from my mind
just a moment ago
you was there with me
but I was stupid for not being able to grasp
the every opportunity to tell you that I love you

Oh my soul is grieving
The hope is nowhere
Where had you gone?
My world are going to collide
I ain't gonna love again

I only love once and it is only you
without you,
The world won't be ever the same again...

My angel
If you had truly loved me
You would come back someday
I won't turn my head away
until the fated day

But I don't know if our love
would be ever the same again
I miss those moments
so much that my heart won't stop
grieving for our love
I know that it is just my selfish wit

I don't know if I'm able
to glue my world back together
ever again.
I think it is gonna collide
along with my soul

You aren't going to leave my heart
no matter what
No one can have the love
that I gave to you
I hope our worlds
will cross its path once again

So that we can love each other
just like the old times

Oh my soul is grieving
Where had you gone?
I'm waiting for you

I'm able to withstand this pain
because being with you is all what I want right now
if it is taking me forever to be with you
then I'll let it to be
than not being with you

My angel
Please come back someday
because I don't want my love to last.