BuuVan A.J. Rasih (March 1,1950 / Luangprabang, Laos)

My First Kiss

Well,
We kissed.

I thought that
after my first kiss
I would feel different.
But I felt like I had
been kissing him all along.
It’s strange.

I wasn’t nervous,
it wasn’t unfamiliar.
It had just seemed like
we have always kissed.
I regret it though.
I hate that.
I can’t really enjoy it.

But it was something
we didn’t want to do.
Here it is
“My First Kiss” and
I can’t really connect.
I really wanted our first kiss
to be on the wedding day.