My Journey Must Go On Poem by iron panda 23

I feel it taking a toll
my mind and soul
my body cant handle the stress
it needs to rest
my thoughts are all over the place
so whats my case? ?

Am i among the lost not found? ?
ive looked around
but i couldnt find a way
im on a mission to find what should be mine
but whats the plan? ?
do i discover that there never was one
from the start? ?

Ive noticed that i am lost
to soon or never be found
is this because im currently living
on uneven grounds? ?
perhaps? ?

Ive seen the help i could get
but is it legit? ?
can i trust the words so slightly heard? ?
can i depend on the hands that guide me
through this dark land? ?
should i believe what could be misleading? ?
will my will show me the way? ?

I think im done for the day
or many days to come
but then again...i could spend...more time on
what could come after
instead of what happens before
which could make me believe in
what ive come to know
while finding my way through the shadows
what shadows? ? of where? ?
a place where all thats conquered
is known as fear
my fear...which was....
to be lost and not found....
to give up my hopes and dreams
that began to unravel at the seams
but ive found myself
along with the right help
those seams reattached......
and yet my journey must go on......

~IP23