My Life Poem by Jesenia Molina

Alone in my mind
Alone in my reality
I feel like I'm useless
I feel like a nuissance

Constantly getting used
Constantly getting abused
I'm tired of the pain
I'm tired of the games

My heart has been broken
So many times
For so many reasons
That I never know about

Cheated on and used
Hit on like a punching bag
But as I always say
I'm used to it

The consequences of love
Are far more than expected
Because the pain I feel
Is unbearable but numbing

I hate those feelings
I want to rid my pain
Stop their hurtful games
And truly smile for once

I want to be happy
And I want to laugh
And I want to be loved
Is that too much to ask for?

My heart is shattered
Slowly closing
Slowly turning black
And disappearing altogether

But this pain will end
The suffering will cease
And I'll be the happiest
When they suffer their consequences