My Life As I Know It Poem by Ali Joanne

From all this pain
What am i meant to gain
All i want is to be in heaven above
Somewhere i know i will be loved
I hope that life isnt a game
As its making me go fking insane
I would end it now if i could
If i was to shed enough blood
If you felt like me day to day
Hopefully you would shout out and say
That this isnt how my life should be
And that one day i hope its not only me

Every day i dream of life
And how much easier it is with a knife