My Lost Love Poem by Crystal Chown

My love I am your victim.
But love you..
You make me question myself.
Why do you do that to me.
You make me feel depression all the time.
You tell me that you love me, but you don’t love me.
But you betrayed me, once before.
But I let you back in my life.
Why did I let you in my life again and again.

I hate you now for what you have done to me.
Thought we had a perfect relationship now I thought wrong.
You are never here for me.
Like you say you are.
You say that you are sorry but you not sorry.
I would loved you forever.
But you had to control like animal.
you think I am breakable.
You can’t fix me.
Why are you trying to fix me.

Why are you treat me this way.
You should not treat me this way.
I love you, but you don’t love me back.
You sit down at the table without say hello to me.
I hate you now.
You never care about me.
Why does you started to date.
This my lost love.

My love why do you treat me so bad.
I need you to say that you loved me.
I am so lonely without you.
You die long time ago and I don’t know who are you.
my love has left me here all by myself.
I through that I don’t need him be my side but I was wrong.
When you left me here all by my side I through that you die in the war.
You forgot about me why?
I became suicidal when you left me.
I hurt myself to forgot you memory.
I lay on my bed just thinking of you.

I am on my bed I have a razorblade be side I am cut my wrist..
The blood is dropp down mine floors.
No one is here to help me through this.
My lost love is no long with me.
It hurt to think about you.
My body is weak and I can’t move it because I have been cut up my body.
Finally my lost love has come back to me.
Its has been so long since he left me.

He come in the house and seen me on the floor and bleeding from my wrist.
I can’t never rest in peace.
I through that I lost you my love.
I did lost you, you were in that war.
That bloody war.
You don’t have to fight in that war.
That war changed you.
Now you lost me forever.