My Mistake Poem by TaylorMarie Rdz.

i made a mistake
and don't know what to do
i want u back
and you know i do
i wont let my feelings come out
even though we are out and about
i want to be with you
But i don't know what to do! ! !
i help you with your girl troubles
even though i don't want to
i wanna earn your trust
so i can be with you.
i ruined everything because i felt some guilt
but now i know that guilt is worth it
i would get in trouble and i wouldn't care because
i would have known i had you
i know u were hurt and u cannot hide that
even though u deny that
and now i have waited too long
and u r already gone
u have been taken away
and so has everything in a way
now your supporting the person i dumped u for and i don't want that
i want u but i cant have u
we were but not anymore
because now u r pretty much taken and i cannot stop this reality
my nightmares have become a reality but your dreams have come alive
because your dream of her is my nightmare of not having u to talk to
there is much more to me than what u know and if u are in my life then u may find out