My One And Only Light Poem by Marie Alexandra R. Ibarra

I wonder why,
I cannot sleep,
Just dreaming and thinking about you.

I wonder why,
I cannot eat,
Just waiting for you at the table.

I wonder why,
I cannot laugh with a smile,
Just wondering others' jokes weren't as good as yours.

I wonder why,
I cannot work,
Just having a headache thinking of you.

I wonder why,
You always appear in my dreams,
You make me laugh when I can't see you,
You make me smile in times of sadness,
You sit next to me on the table,
You surround me everywhere.

I wonder why,
I wonder why,
I wonder why you appear,
For your love is all around me,
I can feel it,
I know its near,
In the shadows of the darkest hours,
You are my bright and shining light,
You are the one that appears to me,
Always,
Every night.
You are the one I miss so much.

For now, I don't have to wonder why you are always around me.
You are present, not in figure or the outside,
But
The love I see inside you heart,
That will always lighten mine.