My Pain... Poem by Ian Humphreys

it doesnt matter what i say to you
or anything i do
you will not listen
you dont even notice my eyes as they glisten
my face is covered in tears
every dropp fuelled with fears
you cannot see my pain
your self obsessed and vain

just leave me alone
i dont care how much you moan
im ready to leave this earth
its the only thing left of worth
you heard me right
im ready for this to be my last night
so pass me the blade
and watch my bloodied body as its laid

im soaked in crimson
and you'll never understand the reason
my soul drained of life
my wrists cut with that knife
from this world i am free
im just happy
i am no longer me