My Reasons To Hate Love Poem by Tammi Celina Lyons

I'm feeling too confused to what I should do.
Should I forget it or do something?
I honestly don't want to do both.
Loving was a mistake but what should I do?
Nothing.
I have nothing to make you smile.
I still don't get why you still want me.
Why should I even talk though,
Your the reason I'm still smiling.
But every smile reminds me of
Every single person that is
Screaming inside for help.
It could be true, I don't know,
But that's what I think of it.
Inside you don't know what your opening.
It's not even love.
It's not even what you think.
Something worse want's revenge.
My reasons not to love,
It's not even obsession if
That's what you think.
It's worser than you think.