Treasure Island

janessa Johnson


My Regret


The day i found out about you
I didn't know what to do
I broke down and cried
Because i knew i couldn't have you.

Went home that night very scared.
Crying, thinking
And the only thing that made me feel better
Was holding you through the night and writing you a letter.

I remember I told your dad
Awhh man what a mistake that was
He was so very mad.

He was the one who wanted to give you to God
I remember laying down in his bed crying because i didn't want you gone.

He had made me believe
Killing you was right
I wasn't thinking so thats why the date June 15,2012 will never be forgot.

I feel im the only one mourning over you
Hes i guess happy with his soon to come baby
I just wish i got to keep you.

I can't help but feel guilty
Sorry for everything
It just went so briefly
I tried changing my mind when i felt the sting.

Ohh man, the pain i feel everyday
Thinking that i would have been a mommy
To a beautiful baby

I hope i get to see you in my dreams tonight
Loving how you smile but your never in my arms so can i at least hold you tight.

I love you baby girl
Watch over mommy and your dad
Keep our heads up and make sure were never sad.

Submitted: Monday, March 25, 2013
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  • Gajanan Mishra (3/25/2013 8:35:00 PM)

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