My Strife Poem by Thommie Fitzsimmions

I am here writing to express this feeling
But what is there to express
People wont understand as my heart is bleeding
I am lost and feel even less
I try to hide my sorrow and be joyful
But when you lose everything there isn't much here
The demons in my head make me so woeful
Should I run from everything and be in the clear
But I was in love with an angel who was my anchor
Now I lost her and now I am lost at sea
Everything was perfectly clear but now is a blur
I drove her away and made her flee
As I sit here writing I question life
Shall I live or die that is my strife