My Turn Poem by Amber Tiger

Always, forever invading me, like a lost soul finding it's eternal cause.
You have the key to my heart and enter the door without thinking about how you affect me.
You drain me leaving only a lost confused child trying to redeem the person she once was.
You kill me constantly yet there are no scars to remind you (or me for that matter) how much you hurt me the last time you came near.
None in a physical sense that is.
My heart is scarred.
If only you could see the true me.
In reality I'm cut all to hell.
Your words sieze me then thrash me as if that's your true intent.
I'm so in love with you that I don't want to realize what it is that your doing to me.
I hurt yet I feel no physical pain.
I cry yet there are no tears.
I bleed yet there is no blood.
Finally reality has opened my eyes.
I know you.
I finally figured out your game and how you keep score, only this time I'm the one with all the points.
It's my turn.
Come to me, open me up, look at what you've done.
I'm that eternal cause.
Just let me hold you and I'll show you no fear.