My Wandering Mind Poem by Rain Ibison

Everyday I try.
So hard.
Not to think of you.
Or what we once were.
What we could have been.
So many questions I want answered.
I want an explanation.
I want the love we once shared again.
Thats not to much to ask.
Is it?
Well its not to me.
Its not, because I still love you.
I always have.
I know I always will.
I gave you everything.
I wouldnt hesitate to give it again.
I trusted you.
And you hurt me.
You broke my heart.
The man I love so much is just a stupid boy.
I try to forget what I felt.
What I felt when I was with you.
I want to forget.
Just because I know, that I will never feel it again.
The butterflies that filled my stomach.
How my heart would skip beats.
It hurts because it wasnt the same for you.
You didnt love me the way I loved you..