My Wish Poem by Jessie Marie Ray

I want to be in control of my life
I want to be able to put down the knife
But every time you creep into my mind
It’s the only think that I seem to find
To chase the thought of you away
It makes everything in my life seem okay
This isn’t how I want to live my life
Wishing and praying to be your wife
I want all this pain to come to an end
I want my broken heart to finally mend
I am sick and tired of thinking of you
Im tired of hoping you love me too
I wish sometimes that I would die
And I wish letting go was as easy as saying goodbye