Jessie Marie Ray

I no longer care about what you did
I no longer care about the life you lived
You tortured me so I thought it fair
To kill you and no one really did seem to care
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You left me broken and bleeding here
You made me realize loosing you was my greatest fear
I lost a love once already
And I see now that I’m not ready
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There was nothing left for me in this life
All I ever wanted was to be his wife
I lost track of all time and space
I couldn’t even get rid of his face
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The thing I miss the most
Are all the times you held me close?
Now you tell me they were all a lie
The happiest times in my life now make me cry
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I close my eyes and remember the last time I saw you
I had finally gotten you to admit you loved me too
But fate is cruel and you lost your life
And I lost my chance to be your wife
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I want to be in control of my life
I want to be able to put down the knife
But every time you creep into my mind
It’s the only think that I seem to find
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I only have one fear in life
And that’s not being able to see my wife
One day I had to go to war
I don’t know what I had to go for
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Crimson drops break the silent night
It is now that I will give up my fight
I stare up at the ceiling watching it fade away
I know now that I will be okay
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There are billions of people in the world
And no matter how many there are all of them are different
There’s some white some black
There’s some Asian there’s some Africans
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I never thought I would miss you this much
I never thought I would miss your touch
I never thought I would miss your voice
I never thought I would miss your face
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I don’t know why I feel this way
I don’t know why I don’t feel okay
I don’t know why you left me here
I don’t know why I still shed these tears
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I walk around with nothing to see
Nothing is close or near to me
I don’t know where this journey will end
I don’t know when my heart will mend
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I know now that my life has come to an end
I waited and waited for my heart to mend
When you left everything fell apart
I don’t know how but you still have my heart
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I am coming back home to be with you
I am coming back home so see you soon
I want you in my arms for the rest of time
I want to be by your side until I die
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You’re my hope my fantasy my dream
Your what seems to make me, me
I am in love with you there’s no doubt about it
You posses the key that seems to fit
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I have an enemy who won’t leave me alone
No matter what I do they are always there
No matter where I run no matter where I hide
They hurt me and cut me
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Why should i care about what he does
why should i care about who he loves
we broke up and it was all fine
he went his way and i went mine
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