Naked Faces...... Poem by Someone u don't wanna know

So cautious all the time,
thinking will I be able to survive! !

Trying to judge people looking for their naked faces,
fearing they might leave me shattered again.
Ruined was everything and still I look for their traces,
whatever I do will it again be in vain! ?

I trust people then again distrust them....
Alone in my ship holding the helm,
fighting the cruel waves and cursing every hour...
What is it then, that I look for! ! ! ? ...

Why am I alone when they say you're the only one in my life?
sometimes I feel like leaving the ship and dive....
But this is my life and I must survive.
Hope the sea will be calm and sky be clear someday and I'll not be alone.....