Never The Same Poem by D'M Viking

Whats goin on with me i dont even know
Things i deal with now is a never ending joke
Its like playing a game where im the chaser
But in the end i get shot in the heart by a laser
For some reason though i play again and again
Hoping someday or one day i will win
But lets get real cause this isnt a tv show
This is reality getting slammed by the doh' (door)
Yet the question for me is why do i play
When im the one gettin hurt while others enjoy their day
Know that these are my feelings im going to let out
So you can cry or scream cause baby ima shout!
No more drama no more tears
Not by ppl i love not in a million years
Just like my signature it will forever say;
I want to spread my wings and fly away
To a place with no lies no drama no games
But no this is earth and its peace doesnt change
& Im not one to play games im faithful to thee
Hell i even apologize when the blame isnt on me
I let myself get hurt and it brings me low
Cause my heart is too stubborn to let go
I wish i was a kid with little or no pain
But as i get older.. i know things will never be the same..