Next To You Poem by Hakima Smaali

i was like a kid next to you
but now i'm older
lived lost for too long
looking for a closure
met him, believed in his purity
liked him, we got closer
i was truly maddly deeply happy
i was no longer a loner
he took me so high
never thought can take me lower
once i was glad
he became my heart's owner
he was my hero, my saver
my best friend, my brave soldier

but now it is all going down hill
moving too fast no abilty to drift
hurts, can't believe it, i'm not sober
he just makes me bipolar