No Love Plz.... Poem by Fayeda T. K.

This shadow
fell upon the sunny yard,
dark and fairy shapes,
flowing..then rounding into one..
dispersing into two then many ones..,
a hot breeze disturbing me,
and it's gentle touch..
I'm missing You! ! !


Once in a similar sunny day,
may be the past year i say.,
looking back to memories,
finding glances we exchanged,
and silent talks,
I've grown up,
yeah..not that secondary schooled girl,
grown up by age and thoughts!

But still i don't forget,
your wheels which followed me by,
and your rare calls,
ohhh..... I'm missing you.!
may be this feels ordinary,
but it was all my first love..
first and undoubtedly last of any such..
I will love some one, (i would love in future)
when they give me countless love.
But ne'er as ours.

Yet, I'm fooled and puzzled..
did we? .....love each other?
I know you did. I think you still.
But ne'er, I did ne'er.
But still I miss you! ! ! ! !

Girls are sometimes so, and so not.
may be boys too.
But I'm sure, I didn't love you,
or...why should I've loved you? ? !