No Real Love Poem by Christian Rivera

Now you know you don't love me
I know you dont care
So why are you still with me
Why am I still here?

And everytime I see your name
I never really feel the same way anymore
We have kind of grown away
And it's time one of us walks forever out the door

But our feet stay put
And we look back at ourselves
And I love her with all my heart
And she loves someone else

The broken bridge between us
Has caused our hearts to float apart
I dont see a new beginning
No theres no second chance to start

So now I give up
This is really what she wanted
For me to feel hurt
So much pain I'm so exhausted

I know she's satisfied
With the burning fire in my head
The only thing that would make her happier
Is to find out that im dead

And being the person that I am
I'll do anything to see her smile
With a shot gun in my hand
And I'm thinking it was worth the while

I put it to my mouth
And whisper goodbye to my love
The pellets going in and out
I hope she's happy with what she's done