No Where Poem by Allistair Solomon

'I'd love too' shifts to later
then later it does burn
I should've known it was never
Guess I can not learn

The faith I had was wilted
for yet another time
the knife you twist is hilted
deep into my spine

I know not why this sorrow
still digs into my heart
I wonder what the morrow
will show when night does part

The pain is slowly lifting
as I rock myself to sleep
The hurt has started drifting
and soon is buried deep

I've forgiven and forgotten
OH! So many times
my essence is so rotten
my hope is in decline

I've given whilst you've taken
with no hope for a return
now my kindness has been shaken
in my core it starts to burn

In my disappointment
a shelter I must seek
for I see that emotion
is only shared among the weak

So I keep my feeling bottled
as deep as they will go
only wishing to be thought of
and not left here down below

I tried to be a thoughtful, caring type of friend
I see now this has got me no where in the the end
No where in the END