Not The One For You! ! Poem by Johancy Phillips

Im sorry i hurt you
I cant help myself, its just the way I am
I know I can fix this i just dont know how
I want us to be the same way we were before
Closer than ever
But it all seems like a dream now

My heart is heavy like a ton of bricks
im hurt worse than anything before
I hate that i made you feel that way
I miss talking to you and laughing with you
So much that it makes me cry just thinking about it
But i cant because you will see right through

Maybe my time is over
Maybe I wasnt the right person to help you
I did all I could but I messed up everything
And now its gone…
It takes a while for pain to go away but im not sure mine ever will…
#Sighh

by a dear friend of mine Ama Chambers