Not There. Not Anywhere. Stay. Poem by Desiree Whitamore

i found myself today.
i found myself but ran away.
still something pulled me back
a strength that i forgot i had.
all i know is you're not here to say
what you always used to say
and its not written in the stars tonight.
so i'll learn to fight.
if you won't back down
and maybe one day you'll stay around.
if you can't be strong
when it all goes wrong
then you have to let me go
i need a break.
seriously its just a grade.
yesterday is gone
it didn't take that long
but i'm standing in the dark
you need to stay
to help me keep from feeling this way.