Nothing Poem by dymon sidebottom

I feel nothing.
I push a blade into my flesh to get some feeling.
Red, thich, and dark blood flows out.
And yet I still feel nothing.
I want to stop, but the blade s my friend.
God took my heart and replaced it with steel.
No feeling is what I'm crsed with.
Why?
Am I the only person faced with this?
No one understands.
I don't even understand.
This battle belongs to me, but you put yourself in the middle of my pain.
But this pain I can not feel.
For I only feel nothing.

5/24/09