I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I walk amongst the shadows.
I've lost all sense of self
the pathway around me narrows.
I feel closed in, I cannot breathe
where do I go from here?
Wandering aimlessly amidst the world
why is it all so unclear?
Help me please to regain myself
I've delved so far beneath.
I cry all night, I weep all day
barely speaking through clenched teeth.
I have no idea who I am
know not what I've become.
Alone in a corner I sit and dwell
quietly sucking my thumb.
It's time I feel to end it all
nowhere left to go.
So I'll pull the trigger gently now
just watch me blow, blow, blow.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
we sometimes live in a blackhole....nothing...but..where is it...