Now I See The Light Poem by Elaine Name

Do you really not get this?
Why the razors are so heavy
An the paper so damp?
Nothing seems to kill me
An you wonder why?
My white sheets so red
Eyes so dim and mind so clouded
Lieing though my teeth to just get
a break
But you still don't get this
Im not blunt with my joints
And rockin in the cribs
But i am on my death bed
You, so rapped up in yourself
That you disown the one you birthed
So, It's that easy?
In your dreadsome screams