Obscure Thoughts Poem by Mohit Badola

The cold wind breathes
Words cold and harsh
The mist tells me it's misery
These words in my heart
I can see so clear
This haze bares it all to me
Naked n' scarred there it is
The love that i had in me
Here comes clarity
When all the world is blind
How do I tell'em what i see
'coz words can't define
Twisted, turned and lamented
This story of my love
Written in the blood of angels
Tears of the sun they want
The shadow of the moon cries
About the pain thats my curse

Deep, dark, cold and empty
Pain and sorrow I got aplenty
Silent, I hear death whisper
As it moves to take my soul
It breaks into pieces
The world in my eyes
The feeling- it's sinking
As my heart begins to cry
I had nothing to lose
Nothing i desired
Smiled my way through tears
There was never a better liar

Don't want this world of anguish
Don't want what it gives
Don't want any love for me
I've had my share of things
This poison coursing through my veins
This rage burning in my heart
These thoughts rampant in my head
That are tearing me apart
These bones turn to ashes
These eyes burn with blood
This body is a coffin
Thats rotten with your curse

I stare into the eyes of the devil
See the shades of hell
Demons gnawing at my soul
It's better than where I've been
A thousand tortured souls crying
But I can't find no rest
It's not for me the tears they shed
But I can't help being touched by them
I can't turn to them for comfort
I can't be their cure
Part of me says I'm one of their kind
I can't say why I am not.