One Poem by Nina gáspari

The one that i Love the most
Is the one that hurts me the most
The one that I preserve in my heart
Is the one that preserves me apart
The one that I often look up to
Is that one that often gets my soul bruised
The one that I try my best to embrace
Is the one that tries his best to see me fall from grace
The one that I want to hold
Is the one that wants me to go
The one that I secretly admire
Is the one that is secretly mired
The one that has made me
Is that one that can almost break me
The one that I grew up without
Is the one that grows into many doubts
The one that became two
Is the one that I can´t reach out to.