One Last Time Poem by Jake Javes

The sky so dark like the thoughts in my mind
I looked up but the tears made me blind
Sitting alone here waiting for a sign
That I will be happy again one last time.

The storm came over and made it worse
Now I wonder if I was blessed or cursed
Lost and hopeless in my own darkness
I wished for the storm to cease to exist.

Days go by but the storm was still there
With no place to go and none to care
I felt my heart go numb in this endless nightmare
As I slowly lose all my sanity and tear.

lost In the darkness of loneliness and sorrow
I wished for my heart to be dead and shallow
Desperately waiting for a sun and its halo
As I try to forget my past and its shadows.

My Hope ain't gonna fade away till I die
will stand my ground till I see a clear sky
Through the truth and true love I will fly
And thus I will be happy again one last time.